Done.
I feel like its my fault. But then I realize I shouldn’t feel so guilty. It isn’t my fault and I won’t let myself get to the point of feeling like it is ever again..I can’t let myself go there. I can’t blame myself because you know what? I’m tired. I’m tired and for once I just want to go to sleep peacefully without any unwanted wake ups in the middle of the night..
Trying to sleep just seems to make me cry even more…
RIP Second Mom.
She’s gone. Allison Beary passed away this morning. My second mom, my mom’s best friend has been greeted into Heaven with loving arms. How can this be? I haven’t seen her since fall because she didn’t want me to see her so sick. I just don’t understand. She was still young, only in her 40’s. She should still be here. But she isn’t. I love you always and forever second mom.
